And For What?No matter what it is. It will hurt. It always hurts. What kind of pawn is that? A useless pawn. A pawn meant only for sacrifice. Nothing else. Just to cause heart ache and maybe open some eyes.. But that is all.. Not a scrap of anything for anything. Absolutely nothing.. No happiness and no excusable sadness either.. Just nothing. Nothing for the simple pawn set aside. The expendable little nothing.. Place it in hearts like a brand and wait for the right moment to sacrifice it. Hurting all those hearts for some greater purpose that won't even matter.. It's been done before.. It never works. Why bother doing it again? Just give me something.. Stop making everything hurt.. I always hurt. And even if you must, at least let me be the happiest woman in the world before you do it.. Before you ruin their lives.. Like you've so far ruined me.. At least let them know I was happy for once..