Two Kinds Of TeenagersThe ones who feel like they are invincible,
are the vulnerable ones.
The ones who know they are not invincible,
are the invincible ones.
A Slow Deaththere are times when i cannot deny that my parents know what is going on in my teenage mind... but this time.. there is no possible way. anyone in the world could comprehend what is going on inside me.. its a turmoil so thick, i feel like i'm suffocating. i just want to go to sleep and never wake up. this turmoil i am having with myself is destroying my life.. so far.. i have no life.. no home, no phone, no car, no nothing.. just me.. and i can't just say i'm sorry. nothing will fix what i have done to my life. this is the end of a life i took for granted.. just because i couldn't live with myself.. and now.. i don't even want to think about living with myself... why can't i just vanish.. why can't my reason for being on this planet present itself faster.. what is this torment? why am i meant to live this? i can't even begin to describe it so it can't be that i must tell my story to help others. it makes no sense.. perhaps its depression.. but i can be a very happy, fun person at times